Author: Caitlin Christian-Lamb

Over the past few years, I’ve thought several times about making my undergraduate and master’s theses available online – both papers are available for in-library use at the respective institutions I completed my degrees at, but were initially deposited in years when the standard format was paper (or paper and a CD-ROM).

In 2009, I finished a BA in History at Purchase College, State University of New York, where one of the graduation requirements is to complete a “senior project.” Like many students, my senior project took the form of a thesis – a personal research project aimed at synthesizing the knowledge I’d gathered throughout my undergraduate degree and contributing something new. Honestly, I loved the experience and I definitely think senior or capstone projects should be required for undergraduate students at more institutions – it was a great learning experience that meant that I had a decent writing sample to show others if needed, and it made the concept of writing a thesis for my master’s degree much, much easier, because I knew I could conceive my own project and complete it. Don’t get me wrong – it was stressful and I definitely pulled too many all-nighters, but when I finished I felt amazing. SUNY Purchase also has a wonderful tradition around submitting senior projects – back in my day¹, all graduating seniors lined up in front of the academic building associated with their major, and the faculty and seniors walked over to the library together. Each student took their turn walking up the library stairs and plunking their large sheaf of paper (and occasionally a CD-ROM) in a box while everyone cheered.

Then we all went across campus to the annual Senior BeerBQ, one of the only events held by the college that was allowed to serve alcohol, and faculty members served up burgers and DJ’d from playlists on their iPods.² I keep on telling institutional repository folks that the best way to get submission rates up is to have a big celebratory parade and party for people who submit, because this was SUCH a fun experience!

Student senior projects can be found through this LibGuide at the Purchase College Library – because mine was submitted in 2009, it falls into the “collection housed in Library (no electronic access)” category. My thesis, “The New Jersey Turnpike: A Road Trip Through the History and Culture of New Jersey,” explored the idea of the rest stops along the New Jersey Turnpike serving as public educational spaces. I was curious how and why the rest stops got named after historical figures to begin with, and trying to find answers to that led to my first experiences doing archival research (and first experience being shut down by a PR rep when you’re asking too many questions!).

Four years later, in 2013, I finished up a dual master’s degree program at Simmons College (now Simmons University). For the MA in History half of the degree, we were required to complete a thesis. In practice, most people in the dual degree program tried to tie their history thesis into archival and/or library practice in some way. My thesis, “Going Down in History: The Collective Memory of the Titanic” was born out of a eureka moment while prepping for the World Civ II survey class I TA’d for – I was reading Edmund Burke’s 1790 “Reflections on the Revolution in France,” and I had just gotten to the section on whether all occupations were honorable.

I made a note in the margin: “Like Cal from Titanic – some people are better than others to Burke; poor people and their lives are meaningless.” If you haven’t seen James Cameron’s Titanic, hie thee to a streaming platform post haste, but I’m referring to a scene where the main character, Rose, is telling her mother and fiancé (Cal) that there aren’t enough lifeboats for everyone on board:

Cal’s “Not the better half” is what came to mind when I read Burke’s words, and suddenly I had an epiphany: everything can be connected to the Titanic! That’s an exaggeration, but I was curious: how come the sinking of the Titanic has such a seemingly strong presence in collective memory, when plenty of other historical events that may have had bigger impacts aren’t so present in popular culture? That question led me down a path that included research trips to London, Southampton, Belfast, Cork, Cobh, and Halifax, viewing dozens of movies, and reading widely on the presence of the Titanic in pop culture, the formation of social, collective memories, and what remembering and forgetting means.

I’m actually enormously proud of my master’s thesis, and not just because I won a school award for it. I intended to study the intersection of history, collective memory, and pop culture by using the sinking of the Titanic as a case study, and to examine how collective memory of the sinking of the Titanic has moved away from the event itself to remembrance of an increasingly totemized symbol, and I feel like I accomplished that – it’s the deepest I’ve delved into any topic still. Like my undergraduate thesis, my master’s thesis is available in the school library – this case, Simmons University’s, as you can see in the screenshot from their catalog below.

All of this nostalgia for my academic journey is to say: neither my master’s or bachelor’s thesis is available digitally, and both are in-library use only at my respective alma mater’s. I did a search in WorldCat, and only my master’s thesis shows up out of the two. Neither thesis is particularly easy to find information about, never mind actually read.

So, maybe it’s time I MADE them available online? And really, why haven’t I already done that?

When I was finishing up my master’s program and beginning to seriously look at the job market, there was also a lot of internet discussion surrounding whether history PhD’s should make their dissertations available online. I had completed a master’s thesis for a MA in History, which isn’t the same as a dissertation, but the conversations gave me pause – what if my thesis wasn’t good enough? What if future jobs spurned me because I had made some error in research or analysis? What if (GASP) someone scooped my ideas and then published them in a journal or book faster than I could? I was just beginning my career, and I was definitely impressionable.³

Six years later, it feels overdue – in effect I did embargo my undergraduate and master’s thesis, because they are very hard to gain access to in person and impossible to access digitally. And my mindset has changed quite a bit too – I’m less scared of being judged solely on my earlier work, and more comfortable with publicly sharing things that might be kind of, sort of still works-in-progress. I do still hope to publish something based on my master’s thesis research – particularly around the concepts of regional collective memory vs. transnational memory (chapter 4!).

When I look at my undergraduate thesis, I mainly see the errors – thoughtless typos, how the argument was a bit shallow, how I would do it differently now. That undergraduate thesis was a gigantic accomplishment when I finished it, not because it’s particularly amazing, but because it’s what led to my getting a Bachelor’s degree – something I wasn’t really sure I was going to accomplish, something that no one else in my nuclear family had. I wasn’t sure if I wanted it readily available digitally because I know I can do better than that.

My master’s thesis is a bit of a different story – there are undoubtedly errors and inelegant turns of phrase in there too, but I was more concerned about widely sharing the content of that thesis for the reasons that the AHA and some historians cited in 2013: if I wanted to return to these ideas, shouldn’t I sit on the early version of them until I can publish, so I can get proper (read: tenure portfolio) credit for it, and so that another researcher doesn’t build off of my ideas before I can even get them really out there?

Both sets of concerns are real ones, and I don’t mean to minimize them when others have them about their own work. But, for me… I think it’s more important to share the research process and products as freely as I can. It’s more in line with the type of scholar I want to be. If people (read: future employers) think that my senior year undergraduate writing is as good as I can do, I invite them to read other, more recent pieces I’ve written.⁴ If others want to build on the ideas I brought up in my master’s thesis before I get a chance to expand on them myself, please go ahead! Our ways of thinking won’t be same, because we will be approaching those ideas and topics as different individuals. I’m not going to be scared that sharing my work will hurt me or my career prospects, because frankly… I don’t believe it will.

So, without further ado:

Christian-Lamb, Caitlin. “The New Jersey Turnpike: A Road Trip Through the History and Culture of New Jersey.” BA thesis, Purchase College, State University of New York, 2009.

Christian-Lamb, Caitlin. “Going Down in History: The Collective Memory of the Titanic.” Master’s thesis, Simmons College (now Simmons University), 2013.

The annual meeting for SAA is hosted in my neck of the woods this year – I’m a recent Marylander but lived in Adams Morgan years ago – so I thought I’d share some suggestions of places nearby the conference site, the Washington Marriott Wardman Park. The conference’s host committee has also published recommendations on their blog, including some tips on dealing with the metro’s red line single tracking.

Quick Food

Nando’s Peri-Peri (2631 Connecticut Ave NW): Across the street from the conference hotel, this chain of Afro-Portuguese chicken is super delicious.

Hot N Juicy Crawfish (2651 Connecticut Ave NW): A Cajun crawfish chain that’s a favorite of my partner’s family, so I’ve been here a few times. It’s messy and your clothes will smell like garlic afterwards, but a great spot for spicy seafood and surprisingly good cocktails. Also across the street from the conference venue.

McDonald’s (2616 Connecticut Ave NW): Next to the metro station, same side of the street as the conference hotel. McD has my favorite quick coffee in this area because I’m not a fan of Dunkin or Starbucks (there are Starbucks and Dunkin locations across the street from this McDonald’s though, if those catch your fancy).

Macintyre’s (2621 Connecticut Ave NW): A sports bar with good food and craft beers, across the street from the Woodley Park metro station and the conference hotel.

Amsterdam Falafelshop (2425 18th St NW): About a 15-20 minute walk from the conference hotel, on the famed 18th street drag in Adams Morgan. One of my favorite places back when I lived in this neighborhood 8 years ago – it’s delicious, affordable, and fast, and you add your own toppings to your falafel. It can be hard to grab seating though, especially at night.

&pizza (2465 18th St NW): A new-ish DC chain with delicious pizzas (and gluten-free options). My absolute favorite is the avocado toast pizza, but they only serve the breakfast pizzas at the Georgetown and airport locations, so if you’re flying in/out of Dulles or National in the mornings, grab breakfast pizza! On the regular menu, I’m fond of the Moonstruck pizza. This place is also on the main drag in Adams Morgan, about 15-20 minutes of walking from the conference hotel.

Jumbo Slice: Listen, Jumbo Slice gets a bad rap, but you owe it to yourself to try to the signature DC style of pizza. The commonly held belief is that this is always best to eat at the end of a long night of drinking, but in my opinion it’s perfectly good sober as well. These are big slices, kind of similar to New York style pizza but much larger and not as… well, delicious (I’m a native New Yorker so I’m biased here). It’s still tasty though! There are many places that serve Jumbo Slice along the Adams Morgan 18th street corridor, but my favorite is simply named Jumbo Slice (2341 18th St NW, Washington, DC 20009). However, Pizza Mart (2445 18th St NW) is often cited as the originator of the DC jumbo slice. The downside is that like Amsterdam Falafel and &pizza, these places is about a 20 minute walk away from the conference hotel.

Slower Food

Tono Sushi (2605 Connecticut Ave NW): I actually haven’t been to this place, but it has good reviews online and it’s across the street from the conference hotel. Sushi, plus Japanese and Thai dishes.

Open City (2331 Calvert St NW): Close to the conference hotel, Open City is operated by the same group that runs Tryst and The Diner on 18th Street in Adams Morgan. I prefer Tryst, but Open City has all day breakfast and a fairly delicious menu with a bunch of vegetarian and gluten-free options. The real downside is that every time I’ve eaten there, the service has been pretty slow, so you’ll want to leave extra time.

District Kitchen (2606 Connecticut Ave NW): Fancy New American place across the street from the conference hotel. Pricey, but pretty tasty food and good cocktail and beer menus.

Lebanese Taverna (2641 Connecticut Ave NW): Another spot I haven’t tried yet, but it’s a popular local chain, and this location is across the street from the conference hotel. I’m told it has good gluten-free options.

Mama Ayesha’s (1967 Calvert St NW): About halfway between Woodley Park and Adams Morgan, this Middle Eastern restaurant is famous for it’s wall mural of US presidents from Eisenhower to Obama, pictured with the founder, Mama Ayesha herself.

Duke’s Counter (3000 Connecticut Ave NW): Close to the National Zoo, about a 10 minute walk from the conference hotel. This spot serves British pub-y food, and their Proper Burger has gotten a lot of buzz as one of the best burgers in DC.

Vace Italian Deli (3315 Connecticut Ave NW): Like Duke’s, this spot is close to the zoo. It’s got a reputation for excellent pizza but also has a lot of delicious Italian deli and market staples. Roughly a 15-20 minute walk away from the conference hotel.

Tryst (2459 18th St NW): Coffeeshop with big lattes and all day brunch, on the 18th Street corridor. Seating can be limited here, but it’s a fun location and the food and coffee are good. Back in 2009/2010, I lived around the corner from this place and didn’t have wifi at home, so I would camp out on the couches at Tryst pretty often.

Drink

The Line Hotel (1770 Euclid St NW): DC is going wild for this new ~cool hotel in Adams Morgan. It has several bars, restaurants, and a coffee shop (and a radio station?), and the interiors are very hip. The wait for a table at the restaurants tends to be long, which is why I put this in the drinks section – you’ll likely wait less if you’re just drinking, and the cocktail menu is v. v. good. About a 20 minute walk from the conference hotel.

Jack Rose Dining Saloon (2007 18th St NW): Fancy whiskey bar with good food and themed rooms (a tiki bar, a rooftop terrace, dining saloon etc.). About a 20 minute walk from the hotel, in Adams Morgan.

Roofers Union (2446 18th St NW): Craft cocktail bar with a rooftop patio, about 15-20 minutes walking from the conference hotel.

Dan’s Cafe (2315 18th St NW): The Google Maps description is “No frills, pour-your-own dive bar,” which I think just about covers it. Cash only, roughly 20 minutes walk from the conference hotel.

Jug & Table (2446 18th St NW): Same building as Roofers Union (next door to Tattoo Paradise, where I got my first tattoo ever and also where a few Capitals players got celebratory Stanley Cup tats). Great wine menu and good prices.

Bourbon (2321 18th St NW): Are you getting the sense that DC is a whiskey drinker’s town? Apparently it is, and since bourbon is my favorite liquor, I’m into it. This place has a large selection of whiskeys, has a small-but-good food menu (including Old Bay tater tots), and is about a 15 minute walk from the conference hotel.

Hotel bars: The Marriott has a few bars and restaurants inside of it. The only one I’ve been to is Stone’s Throw, which had pretty good fish and chips.

Other

National Zoo: Free, walking distance from the conference hotel, and has misting stations for hot days – the zoo is always worth a visit when in Woodley Park.

Rock Creek Park: The park is right next to the conference hotel, and has several hiking trails, as well as a stable that offers riding to the public. I’ve only admired this park from above (while walking across Duke Ellington Bridge) and from a car, partially because my little cousin once got bit by a brown recluse spider there and had to be hospitalized for months. A friend of mine has a theory that women familiar with DC automatically think of Chandra Levy’s body being found there.

Further Afield

Places that you will have to take the metro and/or a rideshare to, but are some of my favorite DC places:

Astro Doughnuts & Fried Chicken: No real seating (a handful of tables out front) and it closes pretty early, but this is my favorite fried-chicken-on-a-biscuit in the area. It’s very good! Metro Center metro.

Izakaya Seki: Very delicious Japanese bar food, although it’s a bit pricey and seating can be rough since it’s a small place. Still, it’s one of my favorite places that I’ve eaten in DC. Shaw/Howard University metro.

NuVegan: Vegan soul food! There’s a location in College Park (right next to University of Maryland campus) that I hit up all the time, but also one in Columbia Heights. This place is delicious and affordable, and their vegan ricotta will blow your mind. College Park or Columbia Heights metro.

Wok N Roll: Karaoke! Drinks, pretty decent appetizers, and private karaoke rooms in Chinatown. The building also has an interesting history. Gallery Place/Chinatown metro.

Union Market: Indoor food hall with lots of options, plus a pop-up movie theater, occasional art exhibitions, sit-down restaurants, a Yoko Ono mural, and outdoor table tennis etc. NoMa/Gallaudet University/New York Ave metro.

National Museum of African American History and Culture: On the National Mall, one of the newest DC museums. 1000% worth a visit, although getting in can be a bit complicated, especially during the summer. I’ve had luck with waking up at 6 AM to reserve same-day passes online – every time I’ve tried I’ve been able to get timed passes. This museum is pretty sizable and has a TON of content, so even though I’ve been three times I still don’t think I’ve seen everything, so if you can, get an early-in-the-day timed pass so you have several hours for your visit. The in-museum cafe, Sweet Home Cafe, is also an above-average museum eatery and worth stopping at. Like all of the Smithsonians, entry is free.

Renwick Gallery: This museum always has really interesting exhibitions – right now it’s an exhibition on the art of Burning Man. Farragut West metro.

National Portrait Gallery (NPG) and the Smithsonian American Art Museum (SAAM): A longtime fave! These two museums share a building, so you can hit two-in-one – it’s actually the Old Patent Office Building, and you can see remnants of that, particularly on the upper floor where SAAM is. SAAM has a small but great modern art collection. NPG has excellent temporary exhibitions as well as a lot to offer in the permanent collections – this is where the Obamas official portraits are, as well as the portrait of the four women Supreme Court Justices. Both are free and open until 7 PM, which means you can pop in after other museums have closed. Gallery Place/Chinatown metro.

Black Cat, 9:30 Club, the Anthem: If you want to see live music while in DC, these three are my go-to’s. AV Archives Night will be at Black Cat on the 15th. 9:30 Club is next door to Satellite Room, which has great drinks. The Anthem is a new, gigantic venue at the Wharf, which is a new development in DC.

AFI Silver Theatre & Cultural Center: I might be biased because I used to live walking distance from AFI, but it’s a really excellent indie movie theater that frequently runs hard-to-see-elsewhere content, film series, and local festivals (CatVideoFest is a joy). It’s a bit of a trek from the conference hotel, but worth checking the calendar to see if there’s something that catches your interest. Silver Spring metro.

Eat a half smoke: Another iconic DC food! Ben’s Chili Bowl (1213 U Street NW; U Street metro [if you’re on U Street, also try Dukem and/or Oohh’s & Aahh’s]) is the signature place to try this, and I like HalfSmoke (651 Florida Ave NW; Shaw-Howard University metro) because they also have fancy cocktails and fried mac and cheese. Slim’s Diner (4200 9th St NW; Georgia Ave-Petworth metro) is my on to-try list (and is located in another DC neighborhood I lived in years ago).

Almost four years ago I wrote a blog post about all of my feelings on leaving Boston to come to North Carolina, on the pre-nostalgia that comes with knowing you’re exiting one phase of your life for another:

“I began taking long walks around Cambridge, trekking from Harvard Square to Central nearly every day, hoarding Mike’s Donuts from Roxbury in my bag while I hunted down the best lattes within a two mile radius of Widener Library (FYI, I’m pretty sure Simon’s Too is God’s Gift to Central). I wandered through the North End for no reason other than that I could. I stayed late at my office every night, met new people, read YA novels on the train, and had more fun than I’d had in months, maybe years. I was finished with graduate school, but occupying that post-grad liminal space where you’re not entirely sure what your future is going to be.”

I left small-town NC a few weeks ago to start a PhD program at the University of Maryland, and I spent the last few months having similar feelings all over again. I took similar long walks to soak in my environs, planned weekend trips to the mountains and the beach so I could experience as much of the southeast as possible before leaving. I won’t be that far away – metro DC is about a six or seven hour drive from Davidson – but I still found myself reveling in that kind of ache that appreciating a place right before you leave it brings.

I’m reminded a lot of Erin White’s blog on going deep instead of high, “What it means to stay” – what does it mean to leave, when you have poured your heart and soul into a job and still have a lot of love for it? When I first moved to NC, I thought: “if this doesn’t work out, just stay a year and then look for other jobs.” I’d never lived in a small town before, and I was really concerned that I would never fit in, never be totally right for this role. I still don’t think I’m really a small town person, but I am a Davidson person, more than I could have imagined back in fall 2013. And while I’m leaving, I don’t see it as choosing to go high (although to be honest I’d rather not be an entry-level employee my entire career), but choosing to go deep into a field rather than a single institution.

Jarrett Drake’s recent essay, “I’m Leaving the Archival Profession: It’s Better This Way,” is also on my mind – I’ve shared this piece with so many archivists and non-archivists of my acquaintance, because it’s one of the best, clearest write-ups of some of the biggest issues in the archival profession (and all professions) today. Like Jarrett, I have a passion for the archival field, but I may not have “archivist” in my job title in my next go-round. I ran into a colleague from UNC Charlotte at the Society of American Archivists annual meeting at the end of July, and she mentioned Jarrett’s piece and how she thinks archivists need to discuss how the field is losing people to PhDs and other professions, and while I agree that it’s a worthy topic that needs delving into, I protested that I wasn’t leaving the field, not really. Like so many archival folks, I’m layering and intermingling another professional identity along with that of “archivist.”

I will miss so much about Davidson and North Carolina – chief amongst the things I am feeling sad about is leaving our students. I always think it’s cheesy when folks say that the students are the best part about working in education, but they really are, in my experience. This small college and small-town atmosphere promotes a joiner culture, a place where bonding over academics and being a workaholic nerd type is idealized. There are issues that come with that, of course – stress, a culture of overwork, latent classism, overt racism. Being an outsider at Davidson (or at any academic institution, for that matter) is a hard road to tread. I hope that I connected with students, particularly those that don’t come from a “traditional” background for an elite small liberal arts college that was founded to educate wealthy white southern boys. All of the students certainly had an impact on me. I’ve left, but I still care a lot – about the institution, the people, and how archives can better serve and interact with both of those facets.

To be completely honest, in some ways it’s hard for me to believe that I’m about to begin a PhD program. I wasn’t very interested in higher ed when I was younger – I’m the only person in my immediate family to have completed a BA, and that certainly wasn’t a given (insert long story here about taking courses at community college, transferring to a private university and hating it, dropping out, working full-time in a bookstore for a few years, and then deciding that it was time to give school a fair shake and transferring to a small state school in my home county). There are many places along the way that I could have taken a different path than this one, and it seems somewhat surreal to have ended up where I am now. I am so, so thankful to folks who guided me along the way: there’s way too long of a list to name them all, but Jeannette Bastian, Geoffrey Field, Sara Sikes, Hilton Kelly, Mark Sample, Anelise Shrout, and Scott Denham deserve so many coffees at my expense.

My former co-worker Jan Blodgett deserves a special shout-out – Jan retired from her post as Davidson’s College Archivist and Records Management Coordinator this May. Jan was a really amazing co-worker – not only is she an excellent archivist with years of experience (and also a bellydance instructor, local historian, badass Quaker who is super into social justice, and a community activist), she is also extremely open to new ideas and loves encouraging new professionals. She was really more of a friend and mentor than a senior colleague, and I can’t stress enough the importance of having such a supportive, open co-worker when you’re just starting out in the field. Jan always made it clear that she valued my opinion, and went out of her way to find ways for me to develop in my role at Davidson and in the archival profession as a whole. I feel like if I do anything of value in archives, it’s down to Jan having been in my corner all of these years (I mean, check out this sign she made for me on my first work anniversary). Get you a Jan Blodgett, is what I’m saying.

I’m looking back a lot these days, worrying about the future of the many projects I’ve begun at Davidson and suddenly feeling very North Carolinian, but I’m also looking forward – in the past nearly four years I’ve gained a lot of confidence, experience, friends, and one small-ish cat. This sounds very saccharine, I love both where I’ve been for the last few years, and also where I’m headed – I have a brand new opportunity to learn and hopefully shape my field, and I intend to make the most of it.